To free from the mind...

Honesty, the best (most insane) policy

Please forgive me if this comes across as clumsy and accidentally predatory but the only thing I can think to do is be honest where I feel safe, hope you appreciate it and are kind no matter how the chips fall.
For a brief moment, you reminded me what I miss. I knew it was what I wanted because the taste made me nervous and the chase makes me feel like a fool. So I relent and lay myself a little barer than I'd like.
I just want some more of what's inside your head and to switch off and have some fun.
The kind of fun that starts with your lips against mine, your hands desperate to get to my bare skin and me returning in kind, pulling at your clothes to feel you against me, kissing my way down your body, breathing you in and kind of losing my head.
The kind of fun that ends with us falling into some kind of glowing heap of tangled limbs and feverish, breathless kisses.
To bounce in a bed with you for an hour or 10 and just waste the better part of the day.

I don't want to change your life and I don't want you to change mine. I just want a connection to another human being that's not based in heavy handed emotion. I want uncomplicated, untethered and a little bit unhinged.

So... Yeah. There's this.

There's a thought invading my brain.

It's an abrupt interruption in programming to show an incredibly sexy scene and it seems to be stuck on repeat.
Its your hands sliding up and parting my legs, just rough enough to know that I shouldn't argue because your lips are not far behind, working their way from my knees to the soft skin at the top of my thighs. You push up my tight dress and I suddenly feel your breath through the black lace of my underwear and I sink forward in the chair, watching you as you hook your thumbs around them and begin peeling them down over my legs and my heels to throw them behind you. I start to giggle as I watch them land on a lamp but I stop when you slide your finger down my wet slit and into my pussy. I sink down further, pushing your finger deeper in to me, your thumb pushing against my clit as you kneel to kiss me.
It's where you kiss me, that's where my brain gets stuck in a loop.
You're so very good at it, I get lost.
Damn.